I've been home (in CA) now for one week, and am physically EXHAUSTED. I have never felt like this before. I get to 12 o'clock and I feel like I can't go on anymore. I put the kids down by 7 and want to crash at 7:30...it's terrible. Mom's really are super-women, especially moms with twins. Holy cow, twins are draining. They suck all the energy right out from you. However, even though I am exhausted (from driving to Las Flores elementary/middle school at least 4 or 5 times a day & taking care of the twins) and physically drained, I can't imagine anything I would rather be doing for the rest of my life. I can't wait to be a mom... I mean, I can wait a good 5 years, but when the time is right, it's going to be great and so much fun. I'll probably be tired 24/7 and finally understand why my parents never wanted to stay up past 8 o'clock, but it'll be wonderful. Being a mom is totally my thing. I love being the chauffeur, the nanny, and the housekeeper. Mind you, we've had families in the ward bringing us dinner almost every night so I haven't experienced everything having to do with being a mom, but what I have experienced I am excited for in the future.
I would MUCH rather be at home all day taking care of kids than be off at work all day. I guess that's the wonderful thing about being married. Men do much better at work and women are much better nurturers. I'm extremely grateful I married a wonderful man who is going to work so I can stay home with the babes. I know our children will benefit from it and it truly is an amazing blessing. Props to the single moms out there who are doing it all. I really have SO much respect for those women. Anyway, only 3 more days and I get to see my wonderful, handsome, smart, romantic husband... I can't wait! (I wish he was still here with me!)